Sweet Giggles

My Little Bundle of Happiness

2012-01-28T08:32:00.000-08:00

Hi Everyone.

Meet Poppy, my Syrian hamster.

She is an adult now, and no longer obese.

I also decided to blog these photos of the products which I'm using and

a short review to help out certain people whom are having difficulties

shopping for good hamster related products here in Malaysia.

I took these picture in November 2011. (So Poppy was still fat then)

Ok, and now for the products.

OxBow Essentials, Harry Hamster, Burp Cocktail Mix

Now firstly, some of u would know just how hard it is to get GOOD brands here.
The choices here are so limited. So, I hope this helps.

One of the best brands I have used so far is 'Harry Hamster'. Their mix do not contain a lot of sunflower seeds unlike in the 'Burp Cocktail Mix'. In fact that was mainly why my hamster got so fat.

Harry Hamster food is nutritionally complete and it is the only hamster food approved by the 'National Hamster Council'. It does not only contain grains and seeds but also an equal amount of pellets to promote dental wear. Not to be confused with rabbit pellets. The pellets here (if thats what u call em) are different in colour, size and texture and would provide interest and also enabling natural foraging behavior. My hamster got so much more healthier with this mix.

I usually also add 'Oxbow Essentials' to her daily food supply for more nutrition. I do this because I want her diet to be balanced as my hamster sometimes still picks on her food. With these, I am assured that she gets her daily nutrition. She usually eats 5/6 pellets a day.

Thats all for today.
Hope that helped some people :D

Girls !

2011-11-27T12:50:00.001-08:00

Sometimes I kinda wonder whether if most girls are like me...
.....when it comes to shampoo, lotions etc.

Most girls want to smell good.
And as for me.... this is a must.

I like smelling these products from the shelf when I go shampoo shopping.
Something which I heard most guys do not do?
Is that true?

People always talk about inner beauty.
Give a thought about physical beauty.
I think it counts a lot too.

A survey conducted showed that girls love it when their man smells good.
I completely agree. Its a natural thing in my opinion.
Definitely a bonus point for you men out there whom take care of your hygiene.

My many shampoos, conditioners etc...
Most which I just collect or stopped using halfway.

My facial clenser, scrubs, contact lenses, hair texturizer etc.
(Thats my brother's shaver btw)

My many lotions and lipbalm sticks

I know my little stash is kinda little compared to some other people.
This post is inspired by another new conditioner I just bought...
It made me remember I had these pictures lying around.

5.14AM
Gosh I need the arms of my blanket and the comfort of my bed now.
Goodnight beautiful people !

Food Pics Overload

2011-11-17T01:04:00.001-08:00

I just again transferred more pictures from my phone.
As usual I'm blogging to avoid doing my assignments.
Very unhealthy. ~cough cough~

Speaking about unhealthy...
I realized that my eating schedule is also screwed.
Not to mention my sleeping timing.

I have been going out for tea a lot lately with my buds.
Buying junk food at 'Giant', tea at Secret Recipe, Starbucks etc.
Till when I get home, my bird stomach refuse to take in my dinner portions.

.....which therefore makes me really hungry at night.
which is when I begin hunting and scavenging for food around my house,
which in turns makes me FAT !.....(internally)...... (if that even makes sense)

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These pics were taken on the 3.11.11 at Secret Recipe.
There was this protest going on outside.
Something about worker rights.

We were doing our presentations then,
and with these people screaming their lungs out
made it really difficult for us.

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11.11.11
Spending quality time with my buds :D
With a warm cup of white coffee.

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Starbucks on the 14.11.11
While the rain was pouring outside...
It was so heavy till we had to take a cab back to the train station.

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And this was taken yesterday.
At Secret Recipe, weather was really bad. Its been raining A LOT !
We had delicious Creme Brulee cakes while CH had Durian cake.
As usual I had my milky white coffee.

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My supper !
Hard boiled egg of perfection and tom yam instant noodle.
Simple but good stuff. Taken last night at 1.55AM. :)

Road Runner

2011-11-15T11:20:00.001-08:00

I have been posting stuff here a lot lately.

Maybe its just an excuse for me not to do my work. haha.

Maybe its also cuz I just loaded the photos from my camera.

Here is one taken on the 9th October 2011.
It was taken right outside my house, right above my head.
My Facebook was spammed with these sightings.

I am a star gazing freak. I love looking at the nightsky.
Sometimes I feel as if I could just sleep under the stars.
Its a pity no one shares my obsession with me.

I would always ask my friends to look at the moon or stars
but usually they would just shrug it off or look for a moment, then say "ohhh"
hmphhh ! U guys don't know what ur missing !

Usually I only see this....

This halo however was HUGE !
It was magical. To those who missed it.....
Seriously... thats your loss. It was breathtaking.

Huge Huge Halo around moon taken outside my house.

I'm so glad we managed to capture a shot.

And finally,
Goodnite everyone.
3.42am...... a late posting....as usual :)

11.11.11

2011-11-11T07:56:00.001-08:00

Happy 11.11.11 everyone.
I had a good time.

Going college.
Hanging out with mates.
Chilling at Secret Recipe.
Walking back in the moonlight.
Photo Snapping with family....

Hope u had a memorable day too.

Cheers ;)

A Hamster Post

2011-11-08T11:34:00.000-08:00

Its 3.01AM now.
I am down with the nasty stomach flu.
I can't sleep at the moment, thought I will blog of something random.

I got my little hamster on the 7th of July 2011 at Pet Lovers Centre
after obsessing about it during my internship.
I kept google-ing hamster facts out of boredom.

I google-ed about hamsters EVERYDAY.
Therefore when I went shopping for hamster stuff...
Believe me, I knew my facts.......and I was glad I did.

I realised that the people working at the petshops are well....like salesmen.
And being salespeople they kept promoting products even though
the product does no good to the hamster.

Food for instance.
They were promoting a mix which contains 80% sunflower seeds.
But after I bought the cage, it came with free food only to find out
that the food they gave me was mouldy and blackish in colour.

I even overheard the cashier whispering "Make sure you give her THAT food."
Yessss..... "Thanks" for nothing 'Petsmore' at One Utama.
What a way to make a first impression.

I have not even got started about what they told me about cages and bedding.
But just a word of advice to those future newbie pet seekers.
KNOW your facts before u go pet supply shopping !

Goodnight.

ohhh sweettt bloggg

2011-10-19T10:44:00.000-07:00

I hate it !
This is the second time I am retyping this post....
Don't ask....

I have a lot of pictures lying around my lappie.
I decided to share some on this lil site.

Internship with lovely people.

I met someone who was SOOO much like me !
Tall and thin, graphic Tees etc. She really understoond how I was feeling.
She felt like a sister to me :)

Messy Office ! My desk was stuffed with so much food which was illegal.
My boss would have sounded me if he saw it.

My curry puff mock up.

My lovely bf got me macaroons. First time I tried it that day

Zebra Crossing Clouds :)

Giving my 'name tag strap' and doll a wash

I remembered the day where I was the only person on the train

My 20th Birthday ! Priceless :)

Thank u thank u thank u all !

The sweetest picture I receieved.

Finally we went to I-City

I wish I could upload more now...
But the particular photo sizes are hugeee and the upload is taking longer than I expected
I will leave it for another day.

Till then, take care :D

LOL

2011-09-02T12:49:00.000-07:00

I came across these comics...
They are hilarious !
I had a good time laughing....

But since its late,
I would only put up a few :D

I love to snuggle up under my fresh blankets!

This happens to me ALL THE TIME !

ALWAYS happens...

ALWAYS happens....

I was like the cereal guy when I saw this ! LOL

Gnite ;)

Sad Sight

2011-08-11T11:39:00.000-07:00

I just had to blog something today...

ANYTHING...

So here it goesss....

I saw this old man while coming back from work.

The road was all jammed as usual at 6.30pm.

So this gave me a chance to whoop up my camera.

I felt so sad looking at him

pushing his heavy little stall

at his AGEEEE !

He's selling Rojak if I'm not mistaken.

Rojak by these Chinese old men are dying here in Malaysia.

As more and more foreigners are taking over the business.

Therefore, to taste authentic Rojak here is rare these days.

I don't know how far he had to push that thing

because where I was, (as you can clearly see..)

He had no chance in stopping anytime soon.

I was happy no one honked at him.

Especially the motorbikes.

Maybe they felt the same like I did?

He inspired me.

My msg to him in my heart as I drove pass him..

Be strong and Bless you =)

A follow up

2011-07-10T11:12:00.000-07:00

As some of you may know...
I just celebrated my anniversary with my bf not long ago...

I just want to create this post for my bf

and everyone else that put in effort to make this

so special for me.

Thank you firstly to my incredible super bf
for being so patient, caring and walking with me through
"flowers and shit".... ( cough... through thick and thin)

and also to all my college mates
who have supported and cared for me...

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Especially to the ones that contributed to that video on FB..
Nicklas, Melissa, Jeannie....

You have no idea how surprised and touched I am...
From pissed to touched...
Awww thanks guys...really... =')

I miss you guys....

I send my love to all of you involved =')

I get a little passionate...

2011-07-10T10:41:00.000-07:00

How does it feel...
when you see someone u care...get hurt?

How does it feel ...
when you know there is little u can do about it?

How does it feel....
when some utter BIATCH mistreats your best friend???

????

I don't even know how to describe the utter "rojak" I feel !
I feel pissed, sad, hurt for her behalf.... ALL MIXED like "rojak".

Men....
Men !!!!
Men like this particular person, give good men a bad name !

The most common trait by these SCUM...
are the hot and cold and then.....ICE personality...

The change would happen so fast... and so severe...
You would not even have time to recover,
or even prepare oneself from this...

Are they being players?

Are "players" even the word to describe these ppl?

More like Ass Heads !

oh noo.... thats an understatement from these heartless BEASTS !

Even Gollum's better...

Being close to someone....

and establishing what u have with that person...

is special....

Irrecplacable

The feelings that come after that is multiplied..

I don't get how these scumbags can just throw away this relationship

with no apparent reason...

NOTHING ! just "cut her off"

Just who the fcuk do you think you are???
How does it feel when the person whom makes u smile and cares for u
suddenly just leaves and disappears the next day without a word...

I believe in good men in this world..
I believe in good fishes in the sea...

and my hope to all females
whom have been hurt in similar situations like this,
to not be discouraged by SCUM like these men...

They are not worth your tears...
Scum like these ppl only deserve to be with scum like themselves...
Never look back... Never repeat your mistakes.

Internship

2011-07-05T10:15:00.000-07:00

It was only a matter of time that I got to this topic,
Internship.

Innocently walking into a company...
Despite hearing the "harshness" of working life...
I mean how bad can it be right?

Gosh...
All the answers got smacked into my face with such force !
NOW I understand why people get so cold...

The things I hear them say to another....
Embarassing the person in front of everyone...
Degrading him/her...

All I could do was feel sorry for that person.
Interns are like the lowest of the lowest in the company..
Therefore they assume us to 'shut up & obey'.

Sometimes I wonder if the treatment overseas are like this....
Or is it just this country? Sigh.

Many Things

2011-05-21T10:07:00.000-07:00

Credits to my bf Chia Hou <3

Ahhhh my dear friends.....
I learned so many things.....

Never judge a grumpy and strict face....
They may end up as CUTE AS HELL in personality !!!
PURE CUTENESS literally !!!

~

Personality check.....

When you realise everyone is leaving you...
Don't go complaining, gaining sympathy.....they left with a reason.

~

Appreciate BORING moments....

cuz when things go wrong,
U would just wish your day was anything but exciting.

~

Never predict the future...

(I have to elaborate on this)
Never say things like.... " I would never date a...../ mix with him or her
You might end up with them and like it or fall in love with that person.

~

Working is not so bad...

Once you get to know your role...
Learn to enjoy it....as its gonna be what u do for the rest of your life.

~

People Change

As little as it is, everyone changes...
Exp : U don't expect a child to remain childlike forever.

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Over Confidence / Zero Confidence

There would always be someone better than you.
Don't brag too much / waste your time beating yourself up.

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The Apocalypse

Stop being so scared of a prediction / a date or year (2012) crap
For all you know, u might be gone tomorrow.. Death comes like a thief.

~

Forgiveness

Does it gain you ANYTHING by hating someone?
As hard as it is, let go...Don't end up a bitter person.

~

Do not expect too much

Everyone expects something....
Excessively, it will break many relationships...

~

Thanks Mom

I learned to pop a zit PROPERLY....
=_=

Finally, gosh I am in love with this random song I found yesterday.

Brandon Heath - Your Love

The Unsung Hero.

2011-05-08T08:13:00.000-07:00

Here's to the heroin that gave me life.
Here's to the heroin that was so patient with me,

Whom :
Clothed and fed me,
Bought me bears,
Changed my diapers,
walked me to school,

Sung me songs every morning,
thought me so much about life,
Hugged me when I cried,
Hears my blab stories ALL the time,
Patience was the key....

Patience and so much love....
Nothing I do can repay all that u have done for me.

I feel so blessed that God sent u to me as my mother...

The heroin that is the closest person to me...
Here's to her that is and forever will be my best friend.
Happy Mother's Day.
I will forever cherish and remember your love for me.

I love u mom !!!

.......gosh she's cool..... xD

Ouch.....yet again....

2011-04-28T08:01:00.000-07:00

This does not really happen to me......
......but it does happen when I eat....

CORN

and......

HARD PEANUTS

and

FRENCH BREAD

and

YAWWNNNN

Does anyone have a clue what I'm talking about?
It recently happened again when I ate Jello from Taiwan...

Well I decided to be nice today...
I shared half with my brother....

I stuffed the whole thing in my mouth.....
not knowing it was so damn CHEWY !!!!

I am so used to Malaysian jelly....
where it is all soft....

What happened?
I dislocated my jaw again.....

Although it happens every time I eat hard stuff
or stretch my mouth to much...

I am vry grateful that it is not serious unlike some unfortunate ppl

YIKES !

To my dear friend......

2011-04-10T00:24:00.000-07:00

I met you in 2008 at a church camp.

You were one of the people,
that made the experience so memorable for me.

You made me laugh,
you borrowed me your shoulder when I was tired...
You helped and cared for me... Truly, you were like a brother to me.

I'm sorry if I have ever upset u.
And I forgive you for the times when u have upset me.

I just feel regretful,
that I could not be there to see you one last time.

As some of my friends know, I am fasting Facebook for 40 days.
And as for my messenger,
I had to use a new account as I could not sign in the old one.

I just heard the news a few hours ago...
And I did my best to hold back my tears.

I may not be THAT close to you.
But somehow I don't know why I feel so shaken and crushed by the news.

I don't know why you did what you did.
But I wished I was there to help you...
I really wished....

I will never forget you.
To my dear friend Philip Tan....
You will be missed...

Rest in Peace.

I will keep you and your family in my prayers.

"Drunk"

2011-03-18T13:27:00.000-07:00

I must have been crazy to some people
to have done this....

BUT....

Did you know,
that sleepiness to a certain extent
is equivalent to being tipsy and a little drunk?

I have been experiencing these sleepy/drunk spells
since I was stressing on assignments the previous night.

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OK anyway, I was at the train station
where I spotted a Fashion No No..

.......literally......

The moment I saw him.....
I exploded in laughter...
(bear in mind I was kinda "drunk")

Well I guess I had nothing better to do...
cuz I was trying so hard to take his picture
without him beating me up or something.

I waited....as he walked up the stairs...
I waited....as he queued up for a train ticket.
I waited....as he came pass the ticket slot-in.

Oh and btw, I was hiding behind an advertisement sign.
The reason why I decided to post this is purely for humour.

No offence though,
if you think this look is fashionable or.......nice......
.....Anyway, here it goes ^^

Can you see?

Please forgive me as the photos are all blur.

I was trying to act "natural" yet trying to contain my excitement.

This is the clearest picture of the lot.
I only chose 2 pictures to be posted.

He looks like a prisoner !!!
Thats basically what made me laugh.
I have never seen such an outfit.

I can't imagine why he did not see that
when he bought that outfit.

Well if you think I'm rude or mean by snapping his picture,
then I'll apologize first.
But still, I laughed my head off that day.

My Thursday..24 Feb 2011

2011-02-25T09:09:00.001-08:00

Today, me and my bf watched 'Black Swan'

which features actresses such as

the stunning Natalie Portman and Mila Kunis.

The movie is just as good as the trailer.

That is if u already have an idea of the movie is about.

Or else, u might get confused.

I liked it...

But it was scary to me as I cannot stand gore.

And all the blood and madness

that went through 'Nina Sayers'(Natalie P) head

made me squirm and made my bones weak.

Her acting of portraying a nervous and shy dancer was flawless.

The plot of the story is also well thought and interesting.

This movie is rated 4/5 stars on the newspaper.

I have been hearing a lot of talk also from my Facebook friends,

about this movie titled, 'Burlesque'

Is it good?

I have no idea.

But I am curious.

According to the posts which I see on my wall.

They claimed it was a fantastic show.

But the review was horrible.

It was only rated 1/5 stars.

And now,

the movie which I want to watch next is

'The King's Speech'

Reasons...

Well the review was good.

It is rated 5/5 stars for 2 weeks in a row.

Colin Firth's acting was effortless and believable.

I'm gonna give it a shot and watch this show with my mom

as she adores the actor.

haha I hope its good though.

The Situation..

2011-02-21T07:05:00.000-08:00

Have you ever felt....
So Moody...
So Down...
So many thoughts.....
But you can't tell anyone....

Because you know its for the best...
That once u tell....
it will ruin something VERY important?

Trying to find the answers all alone....
Going in circles...
and finally to a dead end?

Bearing with it...
But sometimes all u can do is watch...
And hold whatever feeling u have inside?

Its scary...
......So scary....

I feel for you...
Hold on tight...
To every obstacle, there is a solution.

Even if it takes months...
Don't ever give up....

Even if it eats you..
U are stronger than 'it'.
Remember that..

Problems, problems...
But who doesn't have em right?

Moo?

2011-02-01T02:30:00.000-08:00

MOO.....
NOOO this blog post is not about cows....
but hell YESSSS, this post is about MILK !!!

Now I know this is so random,
but I am so disgusted and
gosh, I just don't know how to describe this...

I just drank rotten milk !
FCUK 'Goodday' fresh milk !

The expiry date clearly states
Best Before 13.2.2011....
Today is the 1st of February,2011

so WHYYYYY???
Whyyy did that have to happen to meeee?

I did not even know it had gone bad...
although it left a bad aftertaste in my mouth...
a very STRONG aftertaste.

In fact, I don't think it had gone bad...
It was probably just not fresh.
My mom said it tastes and smells exactly like baby's vomit.

Probably I should have stuck with drinking
'Farmhouse Milk' instead of 'Goodday' =(

I don't know what that chinese word means =(

I'm Chinese

2011-01-31T11:48:00.000-08:00

Therefore, Happy Chinese New Year
to all my readers and have an
awesome New Year.

Usually I would frequently come across
statements like :
"This year sucked ! 2011 please be kind to me"
"Fcuk 2010, Bring in the new year".
"Sob, something happened... 2011 sucks !!!"

Weeeeeell.....
U screwing the new year or cursing it is not gonna make a difference,
if u are not gonna do SOMETHING about it.

I believe that happiness is in our hands.
Everything we do... We choose how we wanna feel..
either to be sad or happy.

Of course some things are out of our control.
But we can either choose to sit and sob about it or move on.
Some things in life are meant to teach u something.

At least look back and say,
'Hey I learned something from this'.

Recently also... in accordance to my statement,
I ordered coloured contact lenses from my friend.
http://www.facebook.com/pages/Blink-Blink-Fashion/145733518806482

This is her blogshop, selling contact lenses, CLOTHES, bags etc ;D

Its my FIRST TIME trying out coloured lenses
and I'm trying it on out of pure curiousity.

I have wanted to try them out for years but I couldn't
because coloured lenses are not available for eyes with astigmatism.

And one of my eye is astig.
So if i wear coloured lenses for one eye,
I would probably look like 'The Terminator'.

Anyway screw (cuz I'm so curious).... I bought em anyway.
I chose the most natural looking lenses in terms of the design (not colour)
I did not pay attention to the size of the contact lenses at all until after I got it.
(because I did not notice.....I was looking more for the design)

I was so excited !

Alright and theeeeen....
The HARD PART....
.........................................opening it...

They come in little canisters
and I killed my fingernail just trying to open the WHITE COVER =(

After I got it off...
I broke the metal............... unfortunately
and yess i cut myself by accident =(

I had to use PLIERS in the end and I severed my fingernails
as i was so excited yet devastated when it was right in my hands
but I couldn't get it open...

shiiiiittt

So I had to You Tube a tutorial
therefore the second canister
opened successfully =D

So yes I learned my lesson.

THERE....its not rocket science.

Feedbacks when I wore it....
My mom said I looked possessed.
My bro said I looked like a cat.
My father thought I was crying.
My brother was asleep.
Screww I still think they are awesome ^^
so thanks Danielle !!! x)

I just like observing....

2011-01-21T06:35:00.000-08:00

This post is about how irritating people can be on Facebook.
No offence if it applies to u...
Its strictly my opinion.

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Number 1.
Stupid Senseless Statuses.
What is up with statuses like
"Hello =)", "Good Morning", "I am about to sleep now. hahaha"

DUDEEEEE- NOBODY- CARES !
Its irritating.... and these people actually post it EVERYDAY....

Number 2.
This is a follow up to the one above.
Male puppies !

I wonder have they ever really realised how pathetic they look to others...
Commenting on pretty girl statuses although the status which she posted
is totally senseless, something like "hello=)"

U can see these male puppies running after her.
Commenting and liking her status replying
"Hello" "Hello".

Sometimes these pretty girls would post something like;
"I hate having cough during exams"
And then these nut brains would comment "Why?".
WHY???? WHY ELSE??? She's sick !

It literally ruffles my feathers up, down, left, right to see their fake stupidity.
To be honest no one gains anything.
The guy is just gonna remain a puppy, and the girl, becomes more proud
having so many "fans"

Number 3
Same angled poses.

OK I'm kidding here.
I meant the face =D

U don't have to create so many albums of your face.
OF THE SAME ANGLE.

We are not gonna open every single photo and play
'Spot the Difference'.
I'm not insulting people who camwhore.

I do that too...
But really those of u that take only one side of your face....
U are beautiful. Just pump in more confidence.
Despite taking the best angle of your face,
don't neglect the other side =(

Frustrated brain cells !

2011-01-19T08:23:00.000-08:00

Sorry !
But I am pissed off ......
AT MYSELF !

This afternoon....
I realised I misplaced my pendrive !
Did I leave it at the print shop? Fall off my jeans?
In some weird, unknown compartment in my bag?

I CAN'T REMEMBER where I put it !!!
$%^&*( MEEEE
I spent hours thinking !!! ....to no avail !

And now ......
I can't even remember whether I passed up my drawing.
I REALLY don't remember handing it up...
Nor is it in my house..... and I am so panicked now.

I CAN'T REMEMBER where I put it !!!

$%^&*( MEEEE

I spent hours thinking !!! ....to no avail !

My head is throbbing...
I don't have the answers =(

The Rose Within

2011-01-11T10:09:00.000-08:00

A certain man planted a rose
and watered it faithfully.
Before it blossomed,
he examined it.

He saw the bud that would soon blossom,
but noticed thorns upon the stem and he thought,
"How can any beautiful flower come from a plant burdened with so many sharp thorns?

Saddened by this thought,
he neglected to water the rose,
and just before it was ready to bloom... it died.

So it is with many people.
Within every soul there is a rose.
The God-like qualities planted in us at birth, grow amid the thorns of our faults.
Many of us look at ourselves and see only the thorns, the defects.

We despair, thinking that nothing good can possibly come from us.
We neglect to water the good within us, and eventually it dies.
We never realize our potential.
Some people do not see the rose within themselves; someone else must show it to them.

One of the greatest gifts a person can possess is to be able to reach past the thorns of another, and find the rose within them.

The Countdown.

2010-12-26T12:13:00.000-08:00

The countdown to the new year is on.

2010 had thought me so much
and I learnt a lot.

My regrets this year, not learning to speak Chinese.
and being a little anti-social this year due to my mood.

I am a strange person in my opinion.
I won't call myself an introvert, nor an extrovert...
rather, I would place myself in between the two.

I might be bubbly but anti-social the next minute.
My mood changes fast and its also effected by my sleep.

This year is sucky because I am SO ANTISOCIAL due to my emo mood swings.

ALSO, my work !
Its stripped me of my normal life....
Now even when I'm on a holiday, I have to do work...

The worst part is.... designers splurge so much on brain power,
money, and effort but the pay remains the same
while the price for everything now is increasing.....

..... but when my passion lies in this business,
I have no choice but to keep moving forward and be strong.
I'll make it somehow and I really want to thank all my friends
who have supported and prayed for me to the very end.

Your understanding and efforts... I am truly touched.
I want to thank all of you from the bottom of my heart.
I feel truly blessed to have known all of u.

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My resolution next year is to learn mandarin !
I feel so so so horrible without this language.
I REALLY want to get to know my family....
my cousins, grandmother, relatives......

All this years I have been nodding like a fool
not understanding, being left out time and time again, bullied...
SERIOUSLY...... Its traumatizing.

So to my friends that know this language...
Help me out alright..... teach meeee !

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PICTURE TIME !
(with college buddies)

Planning even a movie outing with u guys is so tough !
So I appreciate every single successful outing that we had.
It made me learn so much about all of u.

Work hard, Play hard =)

I love all of you ! seriously...
Although I might not be butt close to every single one of u.
U were still there for me.... contributed to my smiles and memories
so THANK YOU !

By the way...
to this silly panda....
Get Well soon !!!

Back To December

2010-12-26T06:46:00.000-08:00

I just heard this song by Taylor Swift
on the radio a few days back.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jLK2bpJixLA

I liked these few verses....

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Your guard is up and I know why..
Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night.'

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I'm sure most of us have had experiences like this.
Not exactly crafted exactly like the lyrics....
but close to it.
Mistakes, mistakes mistakes....

But these mistakes teaches u a lesson, changes u
and makes u a stronger person throughout the process.

So anyway......
this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night.

Its 4am x_x

2010-12-22T12:49:00.000-08:00

Its going to be Christmas real soon.

I'm excited !

But firstly I was talking to a friend,

which made me think about the topic, insecurity.

Many people get insecure.

Maybe by our actions, maybe thats just the way they are, etc...

But whatever the reason is.... its dangerous.

Many arguments occur when one is insecure..

Usually its kept in, sometimes released in speech.

These words.....

can really make or break the person.

Once said, it can never be taken back.

Words are the sharpest tool to hurt a person.

Its not easy to forget these hurtful words....

Friends are meant to be happy for one another.

Its not meant to be a one sided thing whereby one just

hold in his/her feelings and agree to whatever he says just to save the friendship.

Gosh yes we know the person is insecure, thats just the way he is but still...

How much can the other person bear with this?

This person, which gives in most of the time..........

WILL pop eventually.

Its just a matter of time.

If u are really her friend,

you should know better that she will always be by your side !

She might have more friends, so what? U expect to chain her up to u?

To have one close friend to her for the rest of her life?

U are her FRIEND..... not boyfriend.......

What about when she works? and when she gets a bf?
Both of u are leading different paths. Things may change,
BUT for your friendship.... gosh, if u two were really that close,
you should stop destroying your friendship with your insecurities
and know that she will always ALWAYS be there for u.

Think about it.

I wish I knew you, close enough to tell u this.
I do not want to see another friendship fall apart.

I wanted to blog a long time ago....

2010-11-27T11:02:00.000-08:00

28.11.10----------1.48am.

I don't know how come I chose THIS time to blog.

I'm doing my assignments now

as usual.

But still.....

My blog had been collecting dust.

So I decided to pop by.

I was not feeling well this afternoon.

I spent 5 hours in bed and I really wanted to go and celebrate my brother's birthday.

Instead, I spent my time stuck in bed ! Weak as hell ! Wreathing in pain !

Am I mad at myself?

YESSSS !

I missed my brother's birthday celebration !!!

I have not seen my grandmother in ages and I missed the chance to see her yet again,

as my brother was celebrating his birthday over my grandmother's place.

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Enough of the anger venting.

Lets talk about something happy...

CHRISTMAS !

Many have not experienced the magic of Christmas.

You have no idea how much you are missing.

The caroling, the bond of family and friendship, etc.

But Christmas is not just about that.

It was the day Christ was born !

Today the true meaning of Christmas is overshadowed by that fat man,

the one u call Santa Clause.

This year, I really hope that those who have not experienced this magic, would.

Open your hearts to this joyous occasion !

Christmas trees and lights would be in malls and Christian homes

so take a chance and GO.... Bring a lot of your friends and loved ones of course.

Unfortunately I can't join caroling this year

due to my many assignments !!!

ARRHHHHHH i really was looking forward to it.

Caroling really gave me the Chrismas mood....

This year.... I wonder whether I would have fun at all :(

My fingers are crossed.

Hopefully the youths at my church would throw a spectacular performance !

Their voices are like angels especially when they sing at houses.

Oh Cow, its 2.09 now. Gotta get back to work.

I will blog sometime soon again.

Till then :)

Merry Christmas in advance !

Btw I have not watched Harry Potter !

Hopefully I would have a chance during my December, "assignment holiday".

^^ okie, tatax !

Midnight post.

2010-10-21T11:37:00.000-07:00

I am having the time of my life !

I am studying something which I'm interested in.

I don't care if people insult the designers here
saying that we don't have a life, no future, etc.
It pisses me off. Have some respect.

I don't care of if you are older than me...
If you don't respect me, I won't respect you. FULLSTOP.

Reality is, we are the creative ones who DARE to chase our dreams.

Most of us know the trials that we will face,
yet we still dare to follow our passion.

Without us designers,
I do not even wanna imagine
how dull the world would be.

In conclusion,
Please have some respect.
You are older but that does not make u any wiser
nor give u a right to put down and indirectly insult anyone.

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A "morning" post

2010-10-02T02:07:00.000-07:00

Its 5 minutes to 3.30pm now.

And I just woke up awhile ago.

I was just told from my mother that she was going to

throw away my primary school examination papers.

So,

I went out to scavenge the pile of papers,

and there I found my English test paper.

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It was in the essay section with the title,

"If I were given 3 wishes, I would wish for........"

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Excitedly, I quickly flipped the paper to the next page

to see what were my 3 wishes back then

during my childhood days.

What I read made me cringe in
embarrassment !

My first wish was,

that I had a lot of money.... so that :

1. I can buy a huge house for my parents.

2. Save some for myself.

3. Donations to the poor.

4. Buy a car for my father.

5. Buy a playstation.

My second wish was,

that I had a pet.....

and I wrote,

'My pet would probably be a dog because I like dogs.

When it gives birth, I would keep it and not give any to my neigbours.'

As for the 3rd and last wish,

I wrote,

'My third wish is that I would have a lot of food.

I wish for that because I am always hungry.'

To be honest,
I don't remember writing any of that.
My 3 wishes now are so completely different from
how it was back then.

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But somehow, I still thought it was rather cute.

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Today,
I also had a minor heart attack to see
how my primary school looked now.

I got these pictures from the internet.
I have not seen my school for 7 years.

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This was something like
how it looked like before I left.

and after.....

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I'm jealous !
It was not as renovated and nice the last time
when I was schooling there.

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Gtg now. Byeee ^^

My Working Experience

2010-09-16T03:37:00.000-07:00

This post is a bit late.

But it still it was my first working experience.

and therefore, it is special to me.

So I shall say a few words.

I never thought I would fit in eventually.

I was emo-ing outside the lobby.

Until I met Grace and Crystal....

They were the first new faces I met there.

The next closest to me there were,

Lup Fai and Nelson.

Apart from them,

are the rest of my lovely co-workers.

They were so friendly and I was extremely lucky

to have met them and got a chance

to work with them.

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The pictures are taking

really long to upload here,

so I would just upload a few.

The company is again for

Azea Personal Coaching from Singapore.

And just to get a seat in here cost

about RM3000+ per person.

I was extremely shocked at first,

but after the event, I thought that the money

they paid was worth it because of all the workshops,

talks and the training of the staff....

Everything was crisp and done in perfection.

The training itself took the whole day, literally !

All of us had to things in perfection.

... from the way we ran, the way we tend to people,

admin, credit card handling.

Everything !

The credit card handling was tough for me.

I'm glad I was the photographer.

It was truly, an amazing experience.

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After the event......

My first cheque !

Part of the KL night scene.

Thank you to those who made

this experience so memorable to me.

Also, I would like to thank Alina

for introducing this to me.

Other related photos....

LIKE the mirrors !

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Blinded.

2010-09-16T01:16:00.000-07:00

As humans....

We would always think

that we are right.

There are always 2 sides of a story.

Although sometimes we tend to think

that we already know all of it ....

But the reality is,

we would never know a situation completely

unless we are there to experience it.

The outcome of it all....

Either we let go, or hold a grudge.

Birthday

2010-09-16T00:39:00.000-07:00

I have many things to say.

But I am going to simplify

and make things short.

What I want to say most ......

I want to thank everyone

that was involved in my birthday.

All of u made a difference.

It was the best birthday I daresay.

So I truly thank all of u

from the bottom of my heart.

Every SINGLE ONE !

(Even the ones that came at midnight to surprise me.

I don't have pictures of that, but U know who u all are)

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The pictures

shall do the talking =)

Thank u loves!

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