Mother's Day

Remember the times when
u scolded me ?

Nagged at me ?

Did not understand me ?

Embarrassed me ?

Punished me ?

Caned me ?

etc etc.


Those were the things
that made me who I am today.



U scolded me when I
did the wrong thing.
I took your warnings, and changed.


U nagged me.
and with your advice,
u made me a stronger person.


U did not understand me,
but I saw your efforts
and it made me feel better instantly.


U embarrassed me,
But we are all humans.
and I know u are not perfect.
I still love u.


Through your punishments
from my stubborn behavior,
u shaped me to become a better person.


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Most people focus on the negativity
from their moms and therefore
the relationship gets strained in time.


Complaining,
Whining,
NOT APPRECIATING.



Stop and think.....
Remember all the times
she had been there for u.


Held your hand when u are in pain.
wiped every tear from your eye.
Sang u a lullaby before u slept.


Scolding u so hard
because she cared so much.
But what did she get?


U scolding back?
Did u ever consider how much her
heart ached every time she scolded u
or hit u?


She may not tell u, her heart ached
when she does those things.
But have u ever looked into her eyes
to see the hurt in them ?


She was the one that clothed u.
that gave her love, her all.
Money for education.
Her sacrifices for u...
.....have u ever noticed?


Her actions will be remembered always.
Her words will forever remain in your heart.
Her love......
..Its called unconditional love.


I look to my mom.
She is my role model,
My best friend,
My pillar of strength.


I am proud to tell everyone that
she is my mom.
I feel extremely blessed
and I think she is the coolest.



Listening to Adam Lambert on the radio.
Accidentally eating with two spoons
instead of a spoon and a fork.


Dancing in the hallway,
I see her joy,
Her happiness.


.... and in turn,
my heart is lifted and I feel happy.
I don't ever want to see her frown. Just smiles.
Dear mommy, I love u so much.



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Every wrinkle on your mom's face tells a story.


Time is passing.
Its never too late to forgive her,
appreciate her.


U will only have one mother in your life.
She may not be perfect.
But look at yourself.
u are imperfect as well,
no one is.


To those who think your mom is
not giving u enough love.....


.... Your mom shows her love in different ways.
It may not be saying "I love u"
it may not be extravagant gifts.


But it can be the tiniest of her efforts
like waking u up for school,
cooking for u,
calling to check on u.


The question is........... Do u notice it?


A mother's love is
irreplaceable and unconditional.
To all the mom's in the world,


A Happy Mother's Day to all of u.



And hugs and kisses also goes
out to that lovely woman
who gave me life,

sitting downstairs
watching SpongeBobSquarePants
with my little brother,
my mom .



I love u.

I need to LEARN....

............to take care of myself better.


I may be a workaholic.


The assignments I received every week
is enough to make anyone
a nerd with no social life.




Imagine how nerdified I am right now.


During this past few days,
I have been losing ALOT of my appetite.
I don't know why.


Yesterday itself I ate bread the whole day !



Breakfast - Tuna Bun
Lunch- Cappuccino Bread
Tea- Cappuccino Bread
Dinner- Skip


As for today itself.

Breakfast- Bread and an egg.
Lunch- Cappuccino Bread
Dinner- Porridge



I think my diet's getting better right?
(in a way)


But my sleep is not.
I'm here blogging right now at
3.47AM
wishing good morning to the world,.....


...... while people are asking me to
shut up, throw shoes at me
and screaming "GO SLEEP LA"
(=_=)


Yes.
I slept at 7pm-2am
( 7 HOURS! )

That had been the longest so far.


This must be another blessing.



Alright.
My T-shirt design assignment
and Typography assignment is awaiting me.


Once again..
GoodMorning !

Current Society

Have any of u noticed
how many people are
wolfs in sheep clothing nowadays?


In high school, there were enough
to swallow my whole classroom.

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Even now.
The saying "never judge a book by its cover"
is so applicable to the current society as it is.



I don't know what we have become.
Where are all our values?
Everything?



We bitch about someone,
We talk behind their backs,
We say so many things we wanna do to them,
For exp: (damn, I just feel like telling her off)


Then why don't we do it?


If we can bitch so much,
why don't u tell the person straight in the face?



Its all just talk to everyone
but deep inside, a bunch of cowards,
the "I don't wanna get into this situation" mentality.



If u dare to say
"damn I'll smack his face if he hurts u again",
be prepared to do it.
Don't just say it.


I might be a coward once.
I bitched about someone and
when everyone confronted that person,
I was just so scared I did not say anything.

'
and I left my friends all alone
to fight for it while I just sat there.



I realized how wrong I was.
Lesson learnt. Won't happen again.




If u are as bold to bitch about people,
please have the guts to confront them in anytime,
in any situation.


I'm not saying to randomly
confront a person and say
"hey bitch, I know what u did"


I'm just meaning that
even if we do bitch about someone,
do not be such a coward and act so mellow
and happy as if nothing happened, in front of them.

Just imagine.
U are acting nice in front of a person
which u gossip and is so angry about.




WTH IS THAT?





I'm just speechless.


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Valerie Low, my best friend has
thought me so many things about friendship,
even on situations like this,


I have been through thick and thin with her
which is why I love her so much.


In addition to that,
I also feel so freakin blessed
to have an awesome group of college friends as well.
U all are just awesome.


I feel like such a family with u guys.



I prayed before I stepped into college,
to have a group of friends which I can rely on.
U guys are just heaven sent.


Melissa, Jean, Arpana, Danielle,
Chia Hou, Nicklas etc etc etc.
There are many more =)

I might not be close to some of u
but u are all still amazing.


Each with a unique personality.
Very different from my usual group of friends.
To be honest, I was suprised that I could get along with all of u.
(because we are all so different)

Usually ppl just think I'm very quiet...
The thing is, I'm only quiet when I have nothing to say
or if I can't get a long well with the ppl.


My mum always tells me that it
takes a certain personality
to clique with different ppl.



Anyway, I just want to
say
thank u to all my friends.
U are all awesome and beautiful.


and u all deserve to know it too.
The bottom half of this post, is for u.





Gnite.