MANY THINGS. (from drama to church)

okay... its been awhile since i last blogged
lets get to the juice !

dramas in 5 siantan !!!!

well if u have read val's blog which is a 101% true about the facts....
i'm just here to add in about what i think....

to all ppl who reads our blogs.... PLEASE
do not bad mouth us if u don't know the truth.
don't ask my friend to"fcuk off" because YOU don't know the truth!

i can't believe that some of u are actually are falling for HER crocodile tears !
she has been a liar since i first knew her in form1 and i even heard from her old classmates in primary that she HAD ALWAYS BEEN LIKE THAT!

but silly me.... i trust ppl too easily and this is what i had to go through when i trusted her again this year

~LIED
~BACKSTABBED
~BETRAYED
~trusting the person again and forgive-ness
~AND.....LIED AGAIN BY THE SAME PERSON

some ppl never do learn do they?
she was unrepentant from what i can see because she's running around telling ppl that our blog posts are full of shits and even wanted to report our blogs to the police

i mean cmon....WHAT THE HELL?
this blog is my expression in what i see in things...MY story from what i experienced first hand

my class are separated into 2big cliques
and i only oppose ONE person in that clique...the others...
i don't have anything against them... i will continue !!! (ITS GONNA RAIN...DAMN!) ~TILL THEN......

continuation ....

ok.... i've lost the mood to say anymore about this person...
like VAL'S blog said
"the blog's not to insult...its to warn ppl." we've been through the pain
we knew what it was like to be "THE BEST FRIEND"
AND THEN "THE ENEMY"

so just warning ppl out there to "watch your back"

now i'm gonna blog about my church's 25 anniversary

all the practices in church......all paid well
the anniversary was a blast.let the pictures (which are not many as i was performing) speak the events that took place.


there were "jewels" on my face(this is only part of it)

jasmines were used.........................................................................
......................to tie up my hair....gosh it made me smell for days!!!!!!!!!

.errrr well as i was an indian dancer(its unlike me) but its for the church so i don't mind
even red wine was served..........i hated it ! bitter like grass !
this was my view from where i was seated...wow the stage looks puny...
well i lost balance a lil on stage but it was fine
at least i manage to pull it off in a way...balancing is not my thing
cuz I'M TALL !!!!

arrhhhh sleepy....will continue next time.....

monday

~~~~~~~~~~~i was studying like shit.................ermmm and eating(always hungry)^^

monday...........
the beginning of a long week
and friday.............(supposely a happy day for many)
but its the worst for me
i have 3 tuitions....
total hours spent there in addition to extra classes (5hours)
i'm glad val is there or i'll be more miserable.

yesterday was alright....
there's an outing this saturday and i hope my friends would be able to come

in addition to that.... my close friend
booked a SUITE for val,me,pau ping and zu

suprise suprise .... lolx guess i don't have to do the paying
its like a free gift... he's crazily rich to book the suite but well thats just him i guess.

physics paper was freaking tough and i was so sleepy
my hideous haircut was no help....i look all wrong now.

i can't wait to take up the scissors and cut it myself like i always do
when it grows long in a few more weeks.....arrhhhhhhh

continuation bday

~~~~~~~~~ alina,reg,the two florence,me~~~~~~~~~wheeee~~~~~~~


well my bday did not turn out half bad
i was nagging my mom the whole day to take me out....ANYWHERE (can u sense my desperation?)
she did eventually...after me nagging for hours
so after dinner we went
and she bought me gifts.like shawls and more and the shopkeeper
even accidentally put in a free shawl for me...haha
when i came home...

i stared miserably asking where's my cake
my mom bought cupcakes and she said sry that was it
when my lil bro suddenly asked to open the door for him

i went and to my suprise saw my COUSINSSSS climbing the fence like THIEFS
over to my place...so i was like errr...and my lil bro begun to shout
"why did u come back so early?"....and "alice omg i can't believe that u don't suspect anything" (my bro is a dope)
my mom was already pulling him out hesitatingly
i was beginning to suspect a surprise was gonna take place...
thats when i noticed... the sofas were nicely pushed up...
air con on...mom cutting doughnuts.....(oh oh)

before i knew it...my friends were bursting in and alina was holding a 2wine bottles wow
wishing happy bday...i was touched...haha
we had fun after that and well i guess this birthday is not so bad rite
it is my FIRST SUPRISE PARTY with FRIENDS...
i never celebrated with friends (party mode) before.


~so THANKS to all behind this !

we begun web cam-ing john(regina's bf) from US later..
he was funny as always...and sang me a negaraku...hahaha
overall the day was great.


~~~~~~~~~~~~ The cake was chocalate banana


~~~~~~~~~~~~~they sang for me


~~~~~~~~~~~and showered their blessings while regina played the piano


~~~~~~~~~~~~make a wish

~~~~~~~~then we were chilling

~~~~~~~~including JUDE =)

~~~~~~~played some piano


~~all of us had fun(although my bro got scolded for making it obvious and ruining it)
~~~~~~~~~~florence turned RED cuz of her wine intake
~~~~~~~~we departed with a photo

~guess i did not need to do any saving in the first place =)

sunday merdeka(evening)

well the fonts are crazilly huge again....sorry. i dono why it can't shrink no matter how hard i tried

okayyyy things are quite boring at the moment
in the morning i went to church.
and SOMEONE AHEM told me that she was imagining Jesus and the divine mercy when suddenly out of no where...

the image of THE LOVE GURU

popped our replacing the head of Jesus...
she told me it was not intentional...LOL


friends wished me happy bday and u know what really annoyed me
this year?

its the fact that many ppl are texting me and they don't write their names
so i'm clueless and i can't be asking 'who are u?' cuz i don't have enough credit

more shocking my close friends forgot my birthday !!!!! well only 2 actually
but i'm still hurt hmmph
as for my used to be close friends.... well its obvious they did not wish me

in fact i think they are cursing me

since today's my bday...i won't fight back...in fact i'll bless them like the Bible asked =)

the lowdown on what going on now is that well....



~father's watching and snoring in front of the tv


~bro's snoring in his room after talking to his gf.

~mom is well......snoring in her room sssshhhhh

basically.... the tv is a magic harp that gets my whole family to sleep every sundays
even if its my bday...that can't be helped...lolx.(they really are sleeping by the way ^__^)

~by the way tweet tweet...there's a dead chic in my tree. maybe i'll fry it

~gtg gotta save my 17th birthday before its over =)

snippits of what happened and merdeka morning (12am)

since its the start of my bday (31.08.1991)...
the words are gonna be pink!!!
lolx
i went to the curve with ;
pinky ! , valerie ! , adrian ! , norman ! , lucas !
3GIRLS 3 GUYS

we were stoning at first but we finally ended up at the manhattan fish
and decided to just eat there.
NORMAN ate some green grass fish like thing....
the green stuff ended on nearly everyone's teeth. that was funny
especially VAL'S expression!
we lingered for awhile then settled on the grass camwhoring
which i looked bad in all the pics (it just was'nt my day =__=)
val sprayed me anyway and some other strangers too...

i don't know weather to bathe now..... arrhhhhh

thanks to all that wished me ! (most i don't know cuz i deleted MANY ppl whom i lost contact with and they did not write their names)thx aniways <3


in school, val gave me all that in the picture.inclusive the pencil excluding the chemistry book please...lolx

she made me read it out loud ! it was embarassing...haha but the book came from her so i don't mind reading it... ^_^


she gave me this cute box with a shirt in it...haha thank u !!!!!!


and finally a card from herself and her cousin(i'm touched)...it got lost halfway and was found by a person from 5raya...
other random posts i'll make next time...time to oioi now

~xoxo~

the two faced girl ! my expression !

ok i don't know what wrong with this freaking blog post but all the words appear huge no matter how much i try to edit it to make it small...so forgive the wording.its the freaking blog! Anyway, u know who u are !!! u know what u said...u knew it was a lie yet u kept on going!!!what the hell is wrong with you????
do u have any idea how much i trusted you???yes...i heard rumours about u in form1...i believed it...i hated u for a while...but as the years went by....i let the rumours slip away. we were friends and i assured myself that all the things i heard about you...was a lie...so i got close to u...not only me...but the rest of us as well.at first, i hesitated but then, i gave in. THINKING U WOULD HAVE CHANGED!
I WAS sadly mistaken.we went to the library.you were scared !!! we wondered why...u even wanted to chicken out from school...we wondered why...till i got to school and found out WHY...did u think we will never find out about your lies???

have you ever been betrayed before?yes u knew it very well...don't deny it ! Keep your @#$%^ two faced BITCHY ASS HOLE CHARACTER and you'll loose every one of your friends one by one! tell me....are u that desperate to crave acceptance from the crowd till u loose yourself...pretend to be someone else....tell lies behind ones back and lies to another to be accepted????? YOU are a FOOL if u think that!!! once again i'm not trying to hurt your feelings...i'm just telling you how i felt...the anger...the betrayal.i really trusted you...what happened???
right now i'm just hating the F#*% out of you ! not only me BUT US !!!

be yourself...whats wrong with you???if your attitude does not match with the crowd...fine go find another...don't pretend to be someone else and hurt them if u know whats best for you.i really though u changed IT WAS A LIE...no matter what happens,even if we are friends again...it will nvr be the same again,u loss my trust,THAT can nvr be regained as i did that the last time to my best friend for 3 y ears and she lied to me again... whatever...and u call me best friend best friend???best friend my ass la !!!!

BU4 idol!!!!

omg today was such an emotional day for me...everything went well till i fought with val....that was bad...i dono why but i cried...its not that i wanted too...it just flowed out....i was embarassed out of my socks...we settled it aniways and practised...whoaaa...i'll say we practiced A LOT... we sang during lessons...off lessons.....at home...free periods....library.......but i could now remember the lyrics for certain parts and was so afraid that i might screw uppp!!!
when the competition for BU4 idol started...me and val were nervous like shit...we drew lots and me and val were no.19 out of 20 contestants....
so performance after performance it went on and on and we got more and more nervous....arrhhhh...
when it was our turn...my mind was blank...i could not remember a the lyrics AGAIN LIKE IN FORM1...I PUBLICLY embarassed myself in form1 wen i joined the singing competition...i froze....omggg....i was also praying like crazy and thank God SABRINA was there to help tutor me and val before the performance...wen we sang....val forgot the lyrics...that was bad...she appoligised to everyone and we started again...i think there was something wrong with my mike as i could not hear myself...maybe it was just me....
we sang and i remembered there were this group of girls laughing their heads for God knows what...when i sang...i saw their faces as if they were laughing at me...i was insulted...but i looked at the judges and sang and val did awesome...as the performance ended...i whispered THAT WAS BADDD to Val...she said the same...but whats done is done...as the results were being read...me and val were holding hands saying its either win or loose...i was already crestfallen as i was thinking how can WE WIN??? MEEEE????i stared out at the rain stained glass pane and when the results were read...den she read and second place goes to Valerie and Alice...i'm like WHAT??? WHAT????US??? i was so happy and awestruck....val was too and she began crying like i've nvr seen her cry b4...I BEGUN TO CRY TOO cuz it was so unexpected...so #$^& unexpected...sigh...i wanna thank Florence and Alina for cheering me on...thank euuu...the BU4 idol is Joey..NOW THAT WAS shocking but he WAS good so guess its meant to be ^^

my doves and my mom's doves....lolx

yesss i have the pics of the funniest home drawn doves i've ever seen so far...lolx
(my mom's first dove was baddddd....)
(the second one was equally BADDDD)
it did not get any better... although she added some eyelashes what can i say?
lolx beak?????
she's one funny artist =)of course i drew after that too....whew it was hard work with the tracing and the golden marker was dried up or something...yeesh it just won't go...lolx


(cutting process,drawing process and wheeeeeeeee DONE!!!!!) ok now all set for confirmation !!!! ^_^

story for u

lol everyone...here's a story which involves my kitty kit

one day...a nearly dead dragonfly thread on my path...


(i got mad and picked it up)

i did not know what to do with i so i took it for a little spin with my kitty
( he sniffed it)

(he got closer)

(>ngam< den he got hyper...lolx)