omg today was such an emotional day for me...everything went well till i fought with val....that was bad...i dono why but i cried...its not that i wanted too...it just flowed out....i was embarassed out of my socks...we settled it aniways and practised...whoaaa...i'll say we practiced A LOT... we sang during lessons...off lessons.....at home...free periods....library.......but i could now remember the lyrics for certain parts and was so afraid that i might screw uppp!!!
when the competition for BU4 idol started...me and val were nervous like shit...we drew lots and me and val were no.19 out of 20 contestants....
so performance after performance it went on and on and we got more and more nervous....arrhhhh...
when it was our turn...my mind was blank...i could not remember a the lyrics AGAIN LIKE IN FORM1...I PUBLICLY embarassed myself in form1 wen i joined the singing competition...i froze....omggg....i was also praying like crazy and thank God SABRINA was there to help tutor me and val before the performance...wen we sang....val forgot the lyrics...that was bad...she appoligised to everyone and we started again...i think there was something wrong with my mike as i could not hear myself...maybe it was just me....
we sang and i remembered there were this group of girls laughing their heads for God knows what...when i sang...i saw their faces as if they were laughing at me...i was insulted...but i looked at the judges and sang and val did awesome...as the performance ended...i whispered THAT WAS BADDD to Val...she said the same...but whats done is done...as the results were being read...me and val were holding hands saying its either win or loose...i was already crestfallen as i was thinking how can WE WIN??? MEEEE????i stared out at the rain stained glass pane and when the results were read...den she read and second place goes to Valerie and Alice...i'm like WHAT??? WHAT????US??? i was so happy and awestruck....val was too and she began crying like i've nvr seen her cry b4...I BEGUN TO CRY TOO cuz it was so unexpected...so #$^& unexpected...sigh...i wanna thank Florence and Alina for cheering me on...thank euuu...the BU4 idol is Joey..NOW THAT WAS shocking but he WAS good so guess its meant to be ^^
