You were one of the people,
that made the experience so memorable for me.
You made me laugh,
you borrowed me your shoulder when I was tired...
You helped and cared for me... Truly, you were like a brother to me.
I'm sorry if I have ever upset u.
And I forgive you for the times when u have upset me.
I just feel regretful,
that I could not be there to see you one last time.
As some of my friends know, I am fasting Facebook for 40 days.
And as for my messenger,
I had to use a new account as I could not sign in the old one.
I just heard the news a few hours ago...
And I did my best to hold back my tears.
I may not be THAT close to you.
But somehow I don't know why I feel so shaken and crushed by the news.
I don't know why you did what you did.
But I wished I was there to help you...
I really wished....
I will never forget you.
To my dear friend Philip Tan....
You will be missed...
Rest in Peace.
I will keep you and your family in my prayers.