I know emotion posts
can be a bit confusing
as I know the readers don't understand.
But this is a blog.
I vent out what I feel
whether if its on society, friends, emotions. etc.
Been having arguments.
I just wonder why u blame me all the time.
I try my best. I really did.
But I always end up hurt.
U blame me for misunderstandings,
U can't even wait 5 minutes for me.
I don't think I did anything wrong.
I'm fcukin pissed off with YOU.
You and your impatience !
You and your do it quick mentality !
You and your $%^&* up fcuking ego !
U misunderstood me... and u blamed me.
Fine maybe I was wrong but u blamed me
for something which I did not know.
I offered to fix it !
But u got annoyed and said it was not necessary.
U tried to fix it but u were so impatient,
u made the situation worst !
In front of your friends, U act as if
everything is ok in this world, laughing your lungs out !
U did not even bother about me.
Its always friends friends friends !
U see them EVERY DAY !
Why can't u spend time to get to know me?
Why can't u be more patient with me?
Do u know how hurt I feel?
Do u know how much my heart aches
everytime I try my best, I rush out to the door and u
were always not there.
You are leaving bruises in my soul
yet u do not know that !
U have no idea how much my heart aches as I write this post.
U will never know the amount of tears I shed, because for u.
When I go church for healing sessions.
This area is the one that always leaves me crying.
This is the area which still hurts me until today.
Why can't u stop your ego from getting the best of u.
Maybe I just don't understand u.
But maybe u should stop shutting up, and tell me.
I'm really so tired.
Everytime I thought u have changed.
Something would come up, which proves that
u have not.
I'm really just so tired because of this matter.....
Screw it. I guess some things will always remain the same.
But always remember...
Whatever happens,
always always remember...
that I love u.
Forever and Always.
can be a bit confusing
as I know the readers don't understand.
But this is a blog.
I vent out what I feel
whether if its on society, friends, emotions. etc.
Been having arguments.
I just wonder why u blame me all the time.
I try my best. I really did.
But I always end up hurt.
U blame me for misunderstandings,
U can't even wait 5 minutes for me.
I don't think I did anything wrong.
I'm fcukin pissed off with YOU.
You and your impatience !
You and your do it quick mentality !
You and your $%^&* up fcuking ego !
U misunderstood me... and u blamed me.
Fine maybe I was wrong but u blamed me
for something which I did not know.
I offered to fix it !
But u got annoyed and said it was not necessary.
U tried to fix it but u were so impatient,
u made the situation worst !
In front of your friends, U act as if
everything is ok in this world, laughing your lungs out !
U did not even bother about me.
Its always friends friends friends !
U see them EVERY DAY !
Why can't u spend time to get to know me?
Why can't u be more patient with me?
Do u know how hurt I feel?
Do u know how much my heart aches
everytime I try my best, I rush out to the door and u
were always not there.
You are leaving bruises in my soul
yet u do not know that !
U have no idea how much my heart aches as I write this post.
U will never know the amount of tears I shed, because for u.
When I go church for healing sessions.
This area is the one that always leaves me crying.
This is the area which still hurts me until today.
Why can't u stop your ego from getting the best of u.
Maybe I just don't understand u.
But maybe u should stop shutting up, and tell me.
I'm really so tired.
Everytime I thought u have changed.
Something would come up, which proves that
u have not.
I'm really just so tired because of this matter.....
Screw it. I guess some things will always remain the same.
But always remember...
Whatever happens,
always always remember...
that I love u.
Forever and Always.
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